Friends are hard to find nowadays...

True friends are even harder...

In your life ...

you ought to have 1 at least...

u share yr joyous moments ..

sad times...

accompanied with the squibbles and nibbles....

not forgeting the quantity , non-quality time u spend... ( chit chatting lah .. duh!)

Well... i'm quite fortunate to have a few in my life...

For those who think that friends are just ppl that pass by u in different phrases of yr life...

Or it happens without u knowing...

U ought to really sit down and think...

You do get lots of friends...

Not long lasting...

Not truthful....

Is that worth yr time?




Friends grow up with u ....

The things u do together differs from the future...

you share dreams and ambitions with them....

Play and make fools with out of each other....

Stuffing yrselfs silly in buffets....

Fight.... gossip....

WEll.... maturity comes with a price i must say.....

AGEING!!! (lolz)

Define life...

Y r we leaving in this world?

It all ends when we die...

There's nth to take with...

as we came into this world with nth...

So what's the purpose of slogging yr guts out?

Studying ain't no use...

if u think what i said make some sense,

Go quit sch and prepare yrself for death...

or quit yr job.... sack yr boss...

death's not long ahead anyway...

perhaps just 50 yrs away?

Just compare it to noah's age and u will get it...



I wonder somtimes if we r god's pawn....

Everything is sort of fixed....

Its just weird thinking bout it...

creating us to worhip him....

He rulez... while we slog...

Hmmm...

can any1 pls enlighten me???

Miss me...

Miss me...

A day may seem like years...

A passing hour dosen't seem to pass..

It stay stills...

Many a time ppl may hope for this to happen..

But it dosen't.

And many a time they hope for it not to

But it does...











KK... the point i'm trying to get at is that i did not blog for 7 days!!

So do u feel its a long time or a short 1?

Yeah... miss me?

No?

Too bad...

Yes?

Still too bad...

Cause i'm so busy nowadays that i dun even get enough sleep..

what say blog !

Anyway... since i'm free and maple story is down.. i've decided to blog then...

*sign*...

i feel so stressed out...

Playing balls in this horrid weather has really wore me down...

Maybe i shld start realising i'm old?

18 liao sia... not 8...



*Futhermore sch's starting... the vbc is coming...

And i still need to get a new pair of ball shoes...

and clothes...

and a new hp ( i'm still in a dilema as to which i shld get )

and jeans ...

And a headband to curfew my sweat from crossing the border (eyebrows) into my eyes...

Suddenly time seems short...

As i said in my poem...

"many a time ppl hope for this to happen... but it dosen't"

See... time flies ... when u need it...

but it crawls when u don't...

*weird

L.i.E.r...

Lies are a neccsitty in 1's life i suppose.

It's human nature to do so...

No1's lierless ( i created this word btw.. so dun bother go check the dictionary)

But as christians , we try to minimise the lies we tell..

Cause .. lies are considered a Sin .. Duh!



This few weeks has been really fruitful..

I find myself to mature a lot with the ongoing events..

And i realise that what a fool i've been..

And i must thank my koko for this ..

Now then i know he see's 1's character much better than me.. *sign*

Since talking to few a few ppl..

I found out some similarities between their evaluation of Tony.

But i shall cease to continue and go into it cause its a sensitive issue..

And i've also learnt a valuable lesson from uncle chee lai (spell correct ?) as to not to be rash..

Lastly.. i would also like to add a point that i feel the importance of doing so...



2 weeks ago.. Tony said : ' my mum and i have the same common thinking. I grew up in gospel

light. and with the issue resolved between me and barry, i see no need not to continue to come

church. I shall come to church whenever i am free..

Barry says : i shall first stress that i am not ' not guilty' of the following things i'm going to say

but its just what i feel k...

Well... firstly he has been absenting himself for really long periods of time for the past few years..

Goes to church whenever he is free...

And this few weeks aafter his ' no big deal exam' oso nv come...

So what for use his services in the purpose of serving god?

Uncle chee lai once preached : non christians cannot serve god.

So guys.. ponder this .. : shld he have the right to serve? Is he worthy?

ThinK... yea..

Rashness....

Dun worry... i'm not having a rash...

Its just that ...

Rashness dosen't get u success..

Instead it brings failure..

A moment of folly can bring out yr foolishness..

I think i've learnt yet another valuable lesson..

Hmmm...




oh ya... olinda its out...!

How cool can it be?

but actually, i hope every1 will be out...

Cause...



















Its such a disgrace to have any 1 of them taking part in world idol...

Look.. i'm not putting singaporeans down ..

there are much better vocalists out there who 'kill less cows' with their singing...

If ppl like sly and taufik don't stop... we would all live in a world with no cows..

Which means... become buddha follower liao loh.... wah diu....



*laughs so evily til two cows die...

*sorry lah.. i siao liao...

Monday.. Tuesday .. wednesday.. etc .etc.

To me, these weekdays all have somting in common..

Well.. not really smt in common.

Its just that Its the SAMe?

for instance, i wake up grumply every morning..

Take on the crowd for a space in the Mrt...

Then off to start another boring day at work..

...................................... i am going to use my all time fav. phrase i use on ppl .....................























I am proud to announce that...






















I have no life...

*sad*

Swindlers...

"could you cheat the company's money pls?"

This phrase was like being told to me repeatedly?

Well, the ppl at my workplace didn't really say that.. Duh...!

But the meaning was still the same nonetheless...

HAve some respect for yrselfs i shld say..

stop deluding ppl...

you can't go on doing that...

its not right...

*ops... since when did i become so honest?

Still.... being a christian ... i should set a good eaxample shld'nt i?

*every1 applaude pls....




Ya.... and Loo told me smt which simply DID not shock me.. cause it was expected...

but it's really a cruel fact...

Barry qoutes: ' christianity is like 1 of the worst religion... it seems to me that even Buddhism preaches better characters. you just have to compare the two types of ppl...

Well... I think we shld not sterotype this issue shld we?

Christians here shld only refer to gospel light YOuths! and i'm ashamed to be part of it too...

U see... we just dun seem to put forth ourselves as godly persons to the non-belivers out there...

* snores * * noises* * chit chatting* are ever present during classes and worship... Is this wat we christians do wen the gospel of god is being preached?

WAIT! this is not the worst... there's still more horrendous things we do ...

And i'm not going to say it cause its so embarassing...

Go think and see wat u can do yeah....

ITs time i suppose...

I always ponder what i should do..

In what way i could serve god..

Am i worthy of his love..

Its always a no until now..

I think its time for me to grow in his grace and really sit down to devour his word.

And i also found out that i can write articles to let ppl know more about him and also to give my "wonderful" ideas. Its also up to my wisdom to pin point the flaws in christian life.

This writing of articles has been brought up quite some time ago but was nv really carefully considered.

But now being more matured... its the time i suppose..

So here i come... look out for me cause i'm going truthful and direct in hurting u readers out there...

C.ONclUsion..

This childish sega came to a halt today...

The last link was broken with the returning of the scores...

Everything u could imagine was in it...

Big talks were held .. Harressment and shameful stuff by well.. shameless ppl?

BUt.. the fact is that it has ended...

And not forgeting uncle chi lai with his contributions as to how well he solved this issue involving 1 childish boy and 1 shameless boy..

This's a new song i just written..

IF u're a man..
admit yr wrong doings..
If u've got integrity,
Dun do things behind ppl's back..
If u're shameless..
Then stand behind yr parents which u hurl abuse at..

It all boils down to 1 thing..
Just dun do the things u'r afraid of admitting..

If u'll want ppl to respect you..
a word of apology will not kill..
If u'r a christian..
Do not sin EXCESSIVELY..
If u'll love to go to hell
Continue the things u do..

It all just boils down to 1 thing..
JUst dun do the things u'r afraid of admitting..

E..N..D..

Well, i've got to admit here that i'm not so "Holy"... yeah
But i've got to stress that not a single soul out there has this status.. *smiles wickedly at uncle cheong...
So, as it's said in the song.. Dun do the things u'r afraid of admitting...

Let me tell u a story...

An adult can call ppl in the wee hours of both morning and night just to haress that person..
When agitated.. the phone is slamed down but it still rings seconds later...
Is it just to prove she's got the persistant spirit in her?

*everybody say :eeeee EE ee ... so thick skin ah...

U see guys... everybbody will not say eEEee to a small boy but to a 40 + adult?
I can't promise u that...

And the worst thing is that she still think's she's in the right... haiz... and will not want to apologize* pls refer to moi song on this... sound familiar?

I have been not pointing to names but i think ishld in this case.. CAuse

1) this is MY BLOG !!
2) let every1 noe who is the ssssSSsshamless person mah.. after every1 tink i scolding them...

ITs...












CHEN YI YI...

DUno who?

TOny Shen's mum loh.. who else...

K lah.. i'm so tired with regards to this issue..

So i'm going to jump in bed soon...

S.I.C.K

I'm Sick... Flu, infection and everything...

Everything's going wrong...

*sign**

And my i can see my FLESH!

Cause i hand itchy go peel my skin...

WTH....

OK ok... since every1's been like asking me what happened in church today...

I'll be sharing it k... Dun be so impatient and kapo lah... * winks to char...



Firstly, i did'nt have to attend service which was erm.. well.. cool... lolz... *winks at uncle chi lai..

And guess what...? Mr SHen ke qin turned up... well... the youths were not really shocked cause

its so obvious that he turned up because some ppl were SCARED !... ( scardy cats r not allowed to read my blog btw... )

HUM ji HUm ji
Atap JI.... lolz....
If u'r a hum ji
go eat atap ji...

Anyway... we had a 50 mins conversation which was like DUh... boring...
Cause i was like finding loop holes in all his sentences...
And ppl still had the cheek to lie? (in front of uncle david)
K lah... but i was happy i gave him chance... Nv go rebut all his statments...
* must save face for him mah *
After he ran away go eat atap ji then not fun liao...


*()&^&%%*.....
After advice from uncle david... * he looks and act a bit like ken lim actually... u noe.. with the cool image and all....

And not forgeting uncle chi lai... ya... his last few statments were like.. WHOAH ..!

1) Barry qoutes " U dun seem to need the scores back urgently.., at least, yr actions dun show me the urgency , and all u want is like to get back the scores and thats it "

Barry says : LIER !!!!

2) Barry quotes "all the statments gave shows some truth in it and speaks volumes about yr character... its not like they are accusing u or what... " *statments refer to the BAD things he've done... well .. which reflects badly on his moral lah... DUH!!!!

Barry says : GOod.... at least he admits it.... Keep it up... kum pa te....

And after this god knows how long talk.. It ended...
And all the youths were like asking me what happen....
Haiz.... this is wat happen loh...

BEtter end here lah... B4 i get into trouble by saying more TRUTH that ppl dun like to here....

TATA....

HUm JI huM ji atap JI
HUm ji then go eat Atap JI....

*ops... i addicted to this phrase liao...

Poor bear...

I'm on a wheelchair...

And I'm SERIOUS !

If u think i'm lying, then dun read MY BLOG !

*hands up * ok , i was exagerating.... (DXP) *tell u wat it means later..

its my self invented wheel chair actually... see the diff in the spelling?

Dun understand? Go dive in a shit pool then....

Anyway... Thanks for the concern everyone has given yeah... *allapude

Now for something real amazing...

I can still....













PLAY THE Piano!

Wonder how?



I use my left leg to step the peddle... lolz *cheers *

And i really hope that moi poor leg heals so i can go church this sunday... ( after ppl think i always pt for nth...)

oh ya... not forgeting to explain the meaning of DXP.

Basically it just stands for dua pao xian... (its in hokien i think)

Well.. it's time for another foolish poem and weird thoery again.

So here's how it goes....

It dosen't matter if u lie..
It dosen't matter if u exagerate..
Cause all ppl do that to spice up conversations..
Without these actions..
Conversations are nth but a bore

BUt, and its a BIG but...
If yr words carry so little truth..
OR, the facts.. well..
've been blown up like 8 times to show yr abilities..

YOU R NTH BUT A DXP ..!

And if u so, AGAIN unfortunetly is a DXP ,
you should go to Yamaha with probably a 1000 dollars...

Y?


Think...





5...

4...

3...

2...

1...













Cause u could buy a trumpet, cut of the horn and stuff it in your mouth...

So you can increase yr prowers.....

Well, i'm sorry if this suggestion is so cruel ...

wait... its only cruel to cheapskate ppl cause 1000 dollars is too ex for them..

But if u'r a DXP , u could probably Exagerate your trumpet skills and how poor u r and

for all u noe... the salesman may just give it to u for free...

*CHEERS**

* W . A . R . T . S *

Dosen't it give you the creeps just by staring at my title?

No? go poke yrself then...

Well. let me enlighten you if you don;t know the meaning ..

It means PAIN!

K lah.. not really... its just some kind of infection...

WHICH FORCES ME TO LIMP AROUND MY HOUSE FOR TWO DAYS!!!

Please pray for me yeah... **winks at all christians out there

Btw... i was hoping my piano teacher to come over moi house to teach me cause i can't go out in this state.... * boo hoo hoo* hope she can take pity on me if she ever reads this blog of mine...

Ya... not forgeting something...

I've been so grateful to my mum ... * yee pee

She rocks....

She went with me all the way to buy medicine for my foot, cook for me and do losts of stuff... ( of course the best was helping me wash my dishes) *ashamed*

So to all peeps out there who have a mum.. (well every1 shld have 1 i suppose)

Love her and treat her well....

And to those who don't, even to the extend of scolding them bad words and pointing middle fingers at them, (* ahhh.... dun be shock kk...calm down ppl... its the truth cause i know of 1 who does worst )

YOU OUGHT TO have SUPER RED HOT CHILLIES STUCK UP IN YR MOUTH...

Its called killing 3 birds with 1 stone ....

First, your throat will be to sore to scold yr mum..

Second, your hands will be busy rubbing yr swollen mouth..

Third, its best that u just die cause its such a terrible sin to do so to your mum...

Last of all... to all ppl who treat their mum well.... U ROCK ! God bless.....

I've decided....

Dun be shocked...















Cause i'm going to .......
















READ MY BIBLE EVERYNITE BEFORE I RETIRE TO MOI COSY LITTLE big BED !!

(mind me for using caps cause its such a wonderful news)

I'm ashamed to post this actually cause i should have done that centuries ago... * boo hoo hoo...*

But its nv too late to start ain't it....

Now the reason....

erm.. basically it just means that i hope to walk closer to god? ya... remember the second blessing i got ?

ya... anyway... i've also decided to not let anybody influence me.. So LISTEN WITH YR EARS that god has give U!

I MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS... yeah... *applaude*

i'm mature enough i think...

Making use of people is a neccessity i guess ,
Friends are there for us to make use of aren't they?
So whats with the problem of making use of friends?
Actually its nothing unless....
U DUN ALLOW PPL TO MAKE USE OF U BACK..
and if u so unfortunetly belong to this category of ppl,
go eat a super duper buffet and stuff yrself silly... cause...










you....









can....










pass out a nice pile of dung to stuff it in your own mouth....


Ops... maybe thats to cruel... ya but its worth it for cheapskate ppl. Think this way guys... you pay the price of 1 buffet and u get two in return.. yeah.. way to go!

And those who love to badmouth ppl.. well .. shit should improve yr mouth muscles to let u continue to sin... yeah...

Anyway.. i hope that some ppl dun get to offended yeah... cause most ppl do not refer to the category of ppl i'm talking about.. but i no prizes for correct gusses... cause its just too obvious...lolz...

*sign*... i'm going to rest my poor fooooot for a few days man... it hurts.. Doctor told me was a wart... lolz... wth...

Oh ya... saving the best for the last...

Copying is not somting shameful.
So is telling a lie.
BUt when its telling a lie so that you can copy,
its really silly... (congrats to tony on his new blog)
*hope u guys get the joke..

My leg hurts like mad... with meat and skin all ozzing out from that once tiny hole.. (ok.. i shall not elaborate further cause its really disgusting) . Anyway.. had quite a bad day.. was damn tired due to the long talk i had with Ong last nite till 3+am.. only managed to swim 20 laps today...

*sigh..* (real hard) .. think i still have a hangover from attending benny's funeral.... duno wen i will get over it..

Work was great.. got a full day's pay instead of half.. lolz... cool..

And i think i better go tuck myself in bed soon before i fall asleep while typing this ^$&$%$^%) ... ops..told ya...

My very First post...

I just have this weird feeling inside me that i myself can't explain at this moment. Its somewhere between sad and erm... down? ... i just don't know what to say...

Benny just passed away this morning.. after battling cancer like for over a year... Didn't know he was so brave and fillial until after reading his touching journals.. maybe this is what sparked my interest in starting this blog. Anyway, after attending his wake, i just can't help but feel sad.. Just in no mood to talk to anyone.. but guess what? i had to entertain some unnecessary nagging from both my mum and uncle chi lai... because of tony. i just don't know what to say of such people. But i guess this event might be two blessings in disguise.

The First blessing : Never underestimate the power of choosing a healthy lifestlye. And i'm happy i'm on my way to become a person who will watch his diet in future.. :)

The second blessing : Enlightened of the fact that being with god after death is something that is so wonderful that words just can't explain.. i mean it's eternal isn't it? And i'm even happier cause i'm on my way to loving jesus more.. Yeah..

hmmm.... i expect myself to be feeling down this whole week because of many reasons.. and with the storm building up because of some inconsiderate people like tony.. i'm not far from having to visit a psycatrist (it's a 100 % wrong spelling ) soon...

Barry's words of wisdom...

" Life's short... do not put things to another day.. "

To start us off.....

I'm not a fan of those fanciful blogspots where people go whoo ha over images and music that are added. I think that writing these journals are a way of sharing yr memories and moments with the people around you.. So do not expect any touching music or eye catching images cause 'm not adding them...

Barry's words of wisdom..

" Sometimes, feelings can only be expressed in writing and not in conversations.."